And then again, I always knew I wasn't the favourite.

I never was to begin with, you see. With everyone, there is one person closer to them. I am just the person behind all the rest, only worthy of talking to if it is completely necessary. Maybe I am a little annoying, maybe I am a little insecure and whiney and I can't draw for my life. Maybe I do try to be like everyone else, but I can't so I become different just to fit in somewhere. But, being all these things must make me something terrible, because nobody talks to me anymore, online or in the real world. Only Chad and Courtney talk to me when I'm on now a days. I starting to think that maybe it's time to let go and find new friends. People that actually care about me.

Now I know what's going to happen next, everyone will start to IM me, saying this is all not true, and that they care and all that other crap, but I wouldn't lie about stuff like this, and I no longer need you to just sit in my contact list for no reason at all. I'm sorry to say this but I need to move on and restart. So, unless I think you do care, you wont be seeing me in a long time.

I'm sorry to have bothered you all and have a wonderful day.